A piece of me...
19 July
I just want to cry all night
3
Hi
You noticed that I hadn't been writing for a long time. I can explain you why. Because it's summer time. I just want to relax and enjoy my holiday. In previous posts I wrote that I don't like summer. More precisely I don't like heat. So I'm happy that this summer is not hot. It's raining last a few days. I really like it. By the way, I don't like swimming because I am afraid depth. It sounds strange but it's true. I didn't swim for 4 years. It all started with the fact that I had a dream that I was someone drags down while I was swimming. And I had this dream several times. So I decided not to swim because of fear. But as I study in the university and the program includes a pool. So I should go to pool. Every time I go with fear.
I'm sure that everyone has phobias. This is normal. I want to advise you share your fears with someone. It helps you to become more free.

Have a nice day, my dears
XO
0