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- Hi everyone :) I wanted to write my thought somewhere. And finally I find this a nice site. I don't know why I decided to write it in English. Probably it's because of my life is consist of only my study this language and something else, I really don't know. But It's true. The big part of my life is English. Sooo if you can't read it and you don't understand me you will say me it. Hmm, I want to be honestly with you so I should say that it doesn't matter if you don't understand me. I'm writing it only for me.
19 July
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Hi
You noticed that I hadn't been writing for a long time. I can explain you why. Because it's summer time. I just want to relax and enjoy my holiday. In previous posts I wrote that I don't like summer. More precisely I don't like heat. So I'm happy that this summer is not hot. It's raining last a few days. I really like it. By the way, I don't like swimming because I am afraid depth. It sounds strange but it's true. I didn't swim for 4 years. It all started with the fact that I had a dream that I was someone drags down while I was swimming. And I had this dream several times. So I decided not to swim because of fear. But as I study in the university and the program includes a pool. So I should go to pool. Every time I go with fear.
I'm sure that everyone has phobias. This is normal. I want to advise you share your fears with someone. It helps you to become more free.
Have a nice day, my dears
XO
You noticed that I hadn't been writing for a long time. I can explain you why. Because it's summer time. I just want to relax and enjoy my holiday. In previous posts I wrote that I don't like summer. More precisely I don't like heat. So I'm happy that this summer is not hot. It's raining last a few days. I really like it. By the way, I don't like swimming because I am afraid depth. It sounds strange but it's true. I didn't swim for 4 years. It all started with the fact that I had a dream that I was someone drags down while I was swimming. And I had this dream several times. So I decided not to swim because of fear. But as I study in the university and the program includes a pool. So I should go to pool. Every time I go with fear.
I'm sure that everyone has phobias. This is normal. I want to advise you share your fears with someone. It helps you to become more free.
Have a nice day, my dears
XO